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found this and it inspiers me<3

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‎lonely nights are consuming me....lonely night are the worst for me....but I tell my self it can only get better...than these lonely nights consuming me

Theory's....

Theory's say moms will love their kids threw sickness and in health, but does that count the kids alone and crying let alone because they're dying?
Theory's say dads will always be there for their kids, but does that count the ones with bruises and all the sad stories?
Theory's say friends will be there till the end, but does that count the back stabbers who walk away and leave you alone?
Theory's say love is the best feeling you can get, but does that count all the suicide letters left because of broken hearts?
Theory's say people are true to themselves the most,  but does that count the ones who die because of the secrets within themselves?
Theory's say there will be world peace, but does that count when the end of the world finally comes?

ByPaigeDeveltere

Night Time Ramblings; part 1

To some things seem to be at their worst. They seem to be at a point where they just can't stand to be in their own situations. At times we feel like we do not deserve the treatments we are receiving, though nine out of ten times we put our selves in the situations. By simply pulling the wrong strings or pushing the wrong buttons, but at the time may seem right. We never seem to think far enough ahead to know what will become of it. Once it gets to the out come we may be hurt and dis-trot. Its a wonderful feeling that leaves you wondering, when honestly deep down we know.

ByPaigeDeveletere

Before...Now

before everyday I'd find something wrong with my self.. but before every time you told me that's what made me, me
before everyday I'd get hit.. but before every time you would ensure it was the last
before everyday I'd call you crying.. but before every time you would dry my tears
before everyday I'd go to greet you with a kiss..but before every time you'd beat me to it
now everyday I find something wrong with my self.. but now every time you say that's nice
now everyday I get hit.. but now every time you say toughen up
now everyday I call you crying.. but now every time you hang up because you're busy
now everyday I go to greet you with a kiss.. but now every time your lips are busy with hers.

ByPaigeDeveltere

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

Through the darkness, they saw the foe.
With people screaming all around them, they ran, crawled, and rolled.
They stop for a second, a second only they pause.
Memories of loved ones, get played threw their minds. 
With hope their kids, would grow up with a father.
Of hope their wives, would know how much they cared.
Precious memories interrupted, from the sound of hate and power.
There was no time to think, no time to wait, they had to strike.
No time for worries, they had to fight fight fight.

By PaigeDeveltere