come on heart!

Wow...well played heart of mine. you finally decide to run way from bull shit...into the arms of a guy with all the word. warning signs and loss if friends was not enough to keep my heart at bay. This boy had to be mine. Well payed heart, you got fucked again. Nice call brain lean to not trust anyone! Higher standards even if that means being lonely for a while heart. Listen to the pain you are putting my emotions threw. Come on heart. Is this enough pain to realize his words aren't worth a dime! Come on and open up heart let the hurt in and realize you have to build walls. Come on heart don't do this to ne again.... just forget it and close your self in...

how can

How can I feel like such a failure when all I did was try....
How can something that came about so easily be so hard....
How can you feel so connected to another but yet so far apart...
How can you feel like you've known someone for ever but not know them at all
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How can something feel so right but really be so wrong....
How can everything you thought you wanted be everything you don't need...
How can you make me feel so whole even as you drop my heart on the ground...
How can life keep moving forward when death seems like peace....
How can I get back up when it's you that let me fall....

.....To be continued ......